Back to work

Oh yay! I am back to work today! I worked on Monday and then my body crashed. Seems like it needs that every once in awhile. It wasn't really the flu....just a very drained body physically and emotionally.

So I was really depressed and took Tuesday off of work. I was so tired I could barely get out of bed. But I did manage to get my taxes back from the tax man, who let me know I owe thousands of dollars. ya, well the tax people are going to be a little disappointed. Bethany looks at me and she says "Are you going to be ok? You aren't going to (pointing her finger like a gun at her head) "off" yourself are you?" I grabbed a box of brownie mix out of the cupboard and she yells "No,. no! Don't take it out on the brownies! You're sick! You can't eat those!" To which I replied "Watch me" and then ate most of the batch.

I am amazed at how my body reacts to news, be it good or bad. I ended up taking 3 days off of work because it completely nailed me. Worry is not a good thing, broken hearts heal eventually. So I have to go back to the scriptures and try to lift my head, trust in God. And buck up.

I think I might go to Union tonight and visit with my parents. Haven't seen them in a long time. That sounds like a plan, get away from everything. And breathe.