5-10-11

Today I am trying to not panic about some test results I will get on Friday. I had to have a colposcopy and they took 12 pieces to biopsy. I keep trying to remember everything is in God's hands. 2 weeks to wait for test results has been hard. sometimes I convince myself there is no way it could be cancer. Other times my thoughts get away from me and I forget God is in control and it could be cancer.

"If God has shown us bad times ahead, it's enough for me that He knows about them. That's why He sometimes shows us things, you know - to tell us that this too is in His hands."
— Corrie Ten Boom (The Hiding Place)