Amazing how one moment

Can change everything you believed and held secure.  Just when you think you know someone it can change so suddenly.  Things you had no idea about come to the surface and it conks you over the head like a crow bar.  And then the insecurities come in.  The weakness.  Uncertainty.  Anger.  Betrayed trust. I did not deserve this.  I was blindsided.  Now I have to figure out a way to peel myself up from the floor and get through it.  Life is so hard sometimes.  So I am crawling into my daddy God's lap.